A girl run into my path on last year 2010 August . Our first time meet each others is at badminton court near kepong area .Her first image to me is , she is so white :) and she look like a china girl to me.. haha.. its because the way she tide up her hair :)
We start to be close at month of October. She give me a lot of caring , loving and attention . In before , nobody will care me until they own get angry but she did . Hehe.. if when she around me that time.. i sure hug her tight :) Everytime received her sms.. my mouth sure turn into U .. hehe.. i sense her caring all the times. She doing a good girl to me.. although her past might not.. but who mind she is a good girl or not.. The one i love is her. No matter how she gonna be.. my love still with her.
She teach me a lot , she stop me from cigarette.. and well , i totally can't do it but infront of her.. i can control it :) Maybe that is the power of love.. :) I wish to give her all the best.. even im tired or whatever happen on me.. >"<
But until 1 day.. 10th Dec.. everything between us have changed . That day , she seldom chat with me.. The feeling inside my heart just have worries . I wonder what happen to her. But really unexpected.. ><" After discover the issues.. my heart , my brain my everything are stop functioning . Har.. what the heck happen ? It hard for me to accept it . My girl .. i drop my soul because of it .. Yet.. she notice i have changed in the next day .. but you didn't tell me the truth.. Im just waiting for it to come out from her mouth.What am i to her.. ???? >"<
She gave me love , she gave me hope , she gave me caring , and she gave me a lot.. and she show me.. everything is fake ? AAaa.. the feeling i get now is heart crying but not my eyes. For few weeks , i pretend to be strong to fight this feeling . But im failed .. i still love her .
Sometimes i think is it im the one who stupid for doing all this . Hhmm.. But on the same times , i still think of her feeling .. haha.. love .. what is love ?? >< Until now.. she still important to me... didn't received her sms for every minute make me miss her and worry about her. ><
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